I have dreamt for so long I have forgotten
I so wish to Love & be Loved
To lay my weary body down to rest
To feel contentment, joy and fulfilled from connecting, touch, love and a long history of deep connection
Instead I have gone to sleep for years afraid
Is this it?
Am I all I have?
Will I die this way?
I have hoped and dreamed my whole life
Its been going on now for so long
It’s hard to imagine the fulfillment of them
I look around and see a lot of richness
Sorta like a Brilliant Madman
Just not so brilliant and only a little Mad
But none the less mostly stranded on an Island
With an occasional Cardinal, Blue Jay or Crow for company