A chance electronic meeting and the courage to explore the connection
A week of magic
Shared pleasures, open honest caring and caressing
Then distance
Weeks and months
The bugs and worms of insecurity eating away at me
Trying to ware me down
What the hell happened in that week?
How is it that after that magical week my life seemed lacking and empty
My apartment looked different
Shadows lengthen
Darkness encircles my body
PAIN!
Bare knuckled fists
Hitting and hitting
Beating the body
Violently changing my existence
Immobilized in a cocoon of pain and torment
Anguish and fear
Unaware of the rebuilding transpiring as I died every night
Screaming in agony as the heart is ripped and torn apart
Only to be opened up and expanded and filled with love and longing
Arising from the ashes a FLAMING PHOENIX
Being reborn with HEART MAGIC
Body, mind and spirit stronger from enduring
Seeing the power of love
I seek to spread it, pulling those close to me closer
Sharing and caring in ways never thought possible for me