My mind wrestling with itself
The ghost of the old me still trying to wrap the chains of restriction around the ever growing self
I sense the expanding
But the old self is hanging in there and not letting go
Holding on to the old limited beliefs
My Spirit struggles to emerge from the cocoon of the last 30 plus years
DOUBT, BELITTLING, JUDGMENT
All still present but long longer in control
Yet they block the flow of my source energy
The battle rages on between the old and the ever expanding new
The clash between the knowledge of what I have known vs infinite possibilities
The Old Bound self vs the every changing ever evolving self
Boundless and Beautiful
Creative, Imaginative, Fearless
Hitting against those restrictive chains
Making me Nuts
Keeping me awake